Every once in awhile Marcus pops into my mind. It still hurts. I know it takes time. I just wish it hadn't ended the way it did.
I should have known it would end. The whole time we were together he didn't show complete interest in me. He had his sweet moments and I believed him when he said I love you. It really was so confusing, it baffles me. Before he left he said he wanted to move in together when he got back. He promised me I would see him again. I promised him I would be waiting for him when he got back. I realize that we never would have worked and that everything happens for a reason. Marcus and I would not have been good together and I deserved much better.
I just wish that it would go away completely. My heart has almost healed; but every once in awhile the pain hits me.
- I'm a proud army brat and Air Force girlfriend. I am a proud member of Alpha Omicron Pi. Definitely not your typical sorority girl. I just graduate college with two degrees in Children's Studies and Applied Developmental Psychology. I am also a Certified Child Life Specialist.